I don't know what -o-

i'm just too weak to hanging on
i'm just too tired to stand by my self
i'm just too bad to smile. i can't even make a fake smile right now. it just too dark, it just too hurt, it just too sad.
it been a year i trapped in a shit situation like this. my head is like
going to make an explosion. i'm tired so fucking tired. i'm hurting my self by loving you
it was so fucking deep. i'm so fucking drowning and mess up!! i'm already erase you on my mind and my deepest heart and it was a long time ago
i'm trying so hard to forget plus forgive you. and i can do it, by my self and of course it was a long long time ago But Now?

You know what? i'm totally crazy and enough with this thing. I trying so hard to forget and forgive you again but i can't i'm totally lost. and i'm
totally fucked up :'(